New paradise found.

After my last post, I ended up on an adventure to the municipal hospital that I know I didnt sign up for. Don´t worry, it was nothing serious. Liam had suggested I hit the local health spot to get my ankle checked out since it would be a free visit, and I thought it was a good idea. Might as well. So after a few errands I went to see the doctor (it was probably my 5th visit to a hospital in Brazil, so I knew what I was doing). Didn´t understand a word the doctor said. He did give me a shot on my ass, which I still have yet to confirm was an anti-inflammatory. He then told me something about doing something else and for about 10 minutes I sat stumped. ´´Imagine,´´ he kept saying. Imagine what, I kept answering back. Imagination? What would I need to imagine about my leg? Imagine that I didn´t have a club foot? Then it hit me. ´´Images?´´ I directed at him. Yes. He wanted me to get X-rays, but the radiology center was not in the town.
So I walked out of the hospital with a bum foot and my right ass cheek sore. Not a pretty sight. Though I have noticed that if you have any small defect, as a woman, men leave you the hell alone. I was grateful because I was getting so sick of being leered at like fresh carne at a churrascaria. A Brazilian girl started walking with me and though I couldnt understand anything she said (and I was highly suspicious as well), we ended up on a two-hour voyage to find this radiology center. I got X-rayed and a soft cast put on my foot that went all the way to my knee, with strict instructions that I was to keep it on for 8 days and ONLY to get the soft cast removed by a doctor. Pshah.
I was able to find help carrying my backpack from one form of public transportation to the next but when I got to Goaninhas, I was so happy to see two other travelers getting off on the same stop. We shared a cab ride to Praia da Pipa and it was a fateful one -- the travelers were actually a couple, him from Valencia, Spain, and she from Santa Fe, Argentina. I have never met a couple so in love in my life. Or so nice, either. He had just sold his restaurant in Valencia and with the proceeds and photos of Praia da Pipa in hand, Paco and Solita decided to move to this gorgeous beachside town to open a bar. Pretty ballsy for a 30-year-old and 21-year-old. But meeting them, you can believe they can do anything, that love will get them through it.

They celebrated my birthday with me and we had an absolutely splendid meal. Their generous spirit has been extended in the form of help, from physical (using them as human crutches anytime we walk on the cobblestone road to getting acai and water for me) to mental (´´Dont worry, it will get better soon!´´). We have already worked out a plan that if I come back to Praia da Pipa, I can work in their bar for room and board. Paco and Solita are more than just charming -- they´re in love.
Which brings me to this new discovery about myself, as I turn to reflect on turning 29. On this trip I have found myself softening to couples in ostentatious displays of love and passion, and the wiles of kids enjoying their naivete. I was thinking, this isnt because I am getting older and thus less vulernable to the tenderness that life can bring sometimes, it´s that I am coming to peace with the world. Yea, as a teenager I rebeled pretty hard, but I see how as time passes on and you live more experiences, you become more compassionate and thus your outlook brightens. This all came to me while I was holed up in my hotel room at Ponto do Galinhas, reading The Art of Happiness. It´s a book by an idiot psychologist who conducts tons of interviews with the Dalai Lama about how he is able to view life the way he does, and how the rest of us could do it. Yea, some of it is horse poo but it led me in this path of thinking. I am no longer as angry as I was before, and I have been angry for so much of my life. Angry because L.A. friggin sucks and it really affected me. I am hoping this feeling stays with me for awhile. (But my friends, I know you enjoy my hard-edged nature, so dont worry, that still remains intact. I still really, really, really hate children.)
When we woke up yesterday, I immediately cut off my soft cast. Screw that thing. There was no way I was going to the beach with it on and no way that I was not going to go to the beach because of it. Wow, was my foot ugly underneath. All bloated and it looked ready to fart or spew something putrid. My new friends gasped at the sight of it and were concerned I had made a stupid preemptive move. I didnt care.
And damn was it worth it. Praia Madeiro in this town is the most beautiful beach I have seen so far. The water was at a perfect temperature. And dolphins! Tons of them playing in the water. I wanted to dance and scream at the top of my lungs. It was positively exhilirating to see all of this, with tall cliffs and coconut trees as the backdrop. I went into the water and had my realization number 2: saltwater doesnt sting your eyes. A little too late to learn this fact that everyone probably already knows, but one of my main fears about the ocean is water getting in my eyes. And realization number 3: When a wave overcomes me, it is really only a quick second before I am back on top again.
So yea, I have really found my paradise, but supposedly Jericoacoara, my next destination, is even better. Everyone´s been right -- the north beaches in Brazil are stunning. It is hot and humid as hell up here, but I am dealing with it by laying in the hammock and rehabilitating.
Here´s something totally off the subject, but goes to show you about this small network that you inevitably travel within when visiting continents: Paco was at the Internet cafe, sitting next to a blonde. She glanced over at his screen, in which he was going through his photos from the day, and saw me in a few of them. She was surprised, she has been looking for me because she knew I was in town, so she asked him where I was staying. Turns out it was Sarah, who I had met in Olinda and went to Ponto do Galinhas with! Coincedence or what! And get this: So Sarah and I were having dinner yesterday after she found my hotel, and up comes to the table a guy I had met in my hotel in Olinda. He said he had heard ´´through the grapevine´´ about the accident with my foot. How crazy is that? How the hell did he know about my accident all the way back in Olinda? I didnt get to press him further on it but it makes me a bit paranoid...
Thank you for putting up with my rambling, badly written posts so far. I write them not really with an audience in mind, or rather, with me as the only audience.














